I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

7:55 AM hello:D
im hiatus cause there's no school today
WHAT A WODERFUL DAY
i talked with him until 12+
funny arh he
i cant even understand what he's talking abt
and he cant understand the geographical terms i was asking him
HE ASKED ME OUT TO STUDY OKAY
wth rite?
tapi tkpe,becos his FRIENDFIRDAUS
all damn lazy arh;according t him
kesiankan dia;cause if he doesnt have anyone t study with
then he wont study!
at least i'm thankful that i have zakiah
to study with

i still am not fasting,hmm
wonder how many days i have to pay);

i miss going for terawih and reading the quran
SERIOUSLY MISSING IT

sometimes when i think
and look back at my past sins
i feel ashamed of myself
i thinki dont deserve to live on this earth
becos sometimes i do the things
dictated by Allah
like i'm being forced to
but there's no one forcing me
but Allah is kind enough to let me live
and repent myself

i dont want to die in sins
i want to repent before i die
i want to make make sure that
i do ALL the things dictated
+ if i have time,i'll do the
sunat(s)

i gtg
BYE